I must admit I never thought I would succumb to the desolate and impersonal world we know as the "intra-web," but it seems this is the direction in which we're headed these days, so I guess if you can't beat 'em, join 'em. So here it is, my blog.
Part of my decision to start this blawg was because I thought it might be a cool way for people to catch up with me while I am studying abroad in Florence. However, "i can't wait to be a grandma" is most certainly not going to be an itinerary of my day-to-day routine. Instead it is going to be more of a free-for-all...I'll post photoz I've taken, cool things that I see, thoughts I think but never say aloud, websites I'm into, or songs I'm digging. I love that word, digging.
The more spontaneous and random this thing is, the better. Plus, updating a blog makes me feel a lot cooler than updating my facebook profile.
The idea of putting my writing in a public space is kind of strange. Anyone can be reading this thing; friends, strangers, pedophiles. It reminds me a bit of graffiti; the idea of publicly displaying oneself through tags and street art as a form of communication and advertisement of oneself (this is not the accurate or literal definition).
Seeing my own thoughts written out is also a bit strange. It makes them look so concrete and final. It's like that tiny little voice inside my head becomes so much more relevant when I actually write it out. I guess I just need to get used to writing in first person. I am so used to objectively writing about things like "the repercussions that World War One had on the Dadaists in Zurich" or "why Miles Davis' electronic period was indirectly influenced by afro-futurism." This makes me feel like Carrie Bradshaw from Sex and The City. It also makes me feel like I am writing an opinion column. Whenever I read those editorials, I always catch myself sub-consciously thinking about the author of the piece. I usually imagine the same scenario for every author: he/she is sitting on their countertop in their kitchen. Sunlight floods the room. Books, papers, and mugs with coffee and tea stains are scattered everywhere. A cat. Always a cat. What is it about cats? Everyone has a cat. Cats are like babies without personalities; they just stare at you until the get bored and curl up in a corner somewhere.